what i dislike about my job

The things I dislike about my job are the people I work with, the smell, and the constant changing schedule. The people that I work with are all pretty much grown. They are all about 40 years of age and they have been doing this for a long time. I am the only teenager that works where I work and it seems like I am more mature than the people I work with. When I come to work I see it as a job, not a popularity contest. I come to work, make my money, do my job, and go home, the ladies I work with think this is the center of their lives. Well, to some of them it very well may be the center of their lives but that doesn’t mean they have to act the way they do. I swear sometimes im in highschool again. All they do is gossip all day and talk bad about each other behind each others backs. None of them ever say anything to each others faces and when the person they were just talking about comes around, they act like they are all friendly with them lilke they didn’t say one bad thing out of their mouth about that person. they stab each other in the back and tell on each other like little children. One person will get mad at another for something and there they go running to the boss. No one ever has anything good to say about anybody or anything. Omg. Just shut up and work is what I want to say half the time. I try not to get involved with their issues. The smell in my workplace can also be unbearable at times. As soon as I walk in the building it smells of ammonia and defacation. I work with the elderly and on a daily basis there is someone defacating on themselves and they all wear depends so their person smells like urine at all times and I have to hang around these people. Do you know how hard it is to get the smell of urine out of your clothes? Well, think about twenty four people having that smell on them. I wont even get into what the defacation smells like. I lso hate the constant changing schedule. I get my schedule for the etire month ahead of time but every month my schedule changes and im either getting less or more money to my check. At first my scshedule was good and I was getting paid pretty well but it seems like each month im getting paid less and less and my hours are diminishing and I work every weekend. I never get a Friday, Saturday, or Sunday off and im beginning to look for another job.

what i want out of life

The things I want out of life are to travel, become successful, and be happy. In my lifetime I would like to experience things in different places. I would like to go back to my motherland and see where I came from. I want to experience different cultures, eat different foods, and see different environments. I want to see different things and learn different cultures. I want to try new sports and swim in the clear blue waters of other lands. I need to expand my horizons and keep my options open. I may not want to live in the united states when establish myself. I may want to be on the beaches of Jamaica or in the city of paris. I also want to become successful in life. I am currently in school right now and my goal right now is to get and maintain a GPA of at least 3.5. I have no room for error if I wish to get into a good medical school and become a doctor one day. I wish to grow in rank in the military and use them to help me gain experience and knowledge in the medical field. I hope to get accepted into a good medical school to practice surgery. I hope to become a plastic surgeon one day to help people who are in need. This job with gie me self fulfillment and it will help me provide for my family. I want to have maybe four to six children and I want to be able to give them everything they need and a lot of what they want. I want to be able to send each and every one of them to college without them having to take out loans or join the military to pay for school. I also want to simply achiee happiness. Whatever I do in life I just want to do it because it makes me happy. Not because it will gain me wealth or because someone told me to do it. I just want to be happy. Happiness is a hard goal to achieve in life but I think I can do it.

what i dont like about guys

The things I don’t like about guys is they think that they are slick, they try to win females over with money, and they try so hard for the chase but when they get what they want they don’t want it anymore. guys think they are so slick with the things they do. they really think they they are fooling somebody with their tired pickup lines they got off the internet or some mike epps comedy show. They think that if they buy you a drink at the bar or buy you dinner that it is made up in their mind that you owe them something. Why do they think they can buy females with a meal and a cup of liquid. Guys thik if they talk smooth and woo you that they can get whatever they want. But I have some news for them. no, it doesn’t work. we have it made up in our minds at the beginning of the night if we want to do something with a guy or not, and no matter what he does that’s not going to change our decision. I also hate it when guys try to win females over with money. I know guy who have with countless attempts tried to win me over with money. Some guy tried to get me to spend the night with him for a grand. Of course I didn’t do it. I was appalled at the action he took to get what he wanted. I also have had experience with a guy who all he did was talk about how much money he had and how much money he made and why he could do for me and what he could buy me. It sounded nice for a guy to do for me fr a change because my boyfriend doesn’t even buy me stuff but it didn’t work. I let him know that he should respect me and my decisions for not talking to him. That made him try even harder. But it didn’t work. I also hate it when guys act so nice and proper when you first meet them. they take u out on dates and they butter you up. They shower you with gifts and surprises at your doorstep to make you happy and win you over but as soon as they get you, they don’t know how to treat you. Its like their mins has a relapse and they forget how to treat a woman. No longer does all their attention belong to you , no longer do they try to make you happy, and no longer to they think they have to try to keep you. If guys work so hard to get something they should maintain whatever they did to get it to keep it.

things i dont like about females

The things I don’t like about females are they are full of drama, they are very devious, and they don’t know how to be good friends. Females don’t know how to be civilized to each other. They will do anything to make other female mad or upset. Females talk about each other like there is no tomorrow and they don’t know how to act. Females always want to show out in front of guys and make a big scene no matter what girl it is. A female can not know a girl and they try to embarrass them or try to fight them just because of a rumor that’s going around or just because a guy said something and another female got jealous. Its really retarded how females treat each other. Females are also very devius. They will do any and everything behind your back. If you have a dude you are trying to get at and your friend thinks he’s cute, she will try to get at him too. She will go behind your back and butter him up, talk to him all night, even perform sexual acts with him to get him before you do. females’ also talk a lot of gossip. They are constantly talking about someone’s hair, clothes, makeup, shoes, hair, and whatever else that they feel self conscious about. Female have very low self esteem so that makes them talk about other females to make themselves feel better and it just turns into a big circle of gossip. A lot of females’ don’t know how to be good friends. They will turn their back on you the minute things start looking bad for them. if they don’t like one thing you do they will stab you in the back as hard as possible and turn the knife in circles to make sure they get the most pain out of it as possible. Females are very grimy and they don’t know how to act. That’s why I rarely have females as friends. I’d rather not join myself in the turmoil of feminism.

more dislikes of my guy

More things I don’t like about my guy is that he only cares about himself, he is a porno pervert, and he is a compulsive liar. I hate that he only cares about himself because as his girlfriend I want him to care about me. I want him to show concern for me and show me that he cares about what I feel and how I am doing. But I can honestly say that I havnt felt one bit of concern coming from him at all. I want him to love me. I want him to show countless acts of benevolence towards me and others so I can feel loved by him. He can go to the store and et himself something to eat, come home talking about how good he ate, and never ask me did I want a thing. He never would bring me home something to eat when he got something, and when he went to the store he never asked me did I need anything. And if he did ask me did I need anything he would forget to get it. My guy is also a porno pervert. I hate it when guys watch pornos because that is the most disgusting thing to me that a guy can do. how can u masterbate to something like that on a daily basis. He used to be late for school because he would be trying to masterbate to a porno. To me this is a very disgusting act and its driving me away. He can masterbate to a porno maybe five or six times a day and is getting really bad. Im going to go on strike and not give him a thing until he gets rid of all his movies because it is ruining our relationship and he knows it. He is also a compulsive liar. Ive seen the way he lies to other people within a split second. He comes up with lies so easily and he has no change in his actions when he lies like he can care less that hes lying. ive seen him lie to so many people so many times, I don’t know what else he may be lying about. I believe he may well be lying to me on a daily basis because how do I know he isn’t lying. Everything that comes out of his mouth is a lie and he expects me to believe him when he says he doesn’t lie to me. That could be a lie within itself. I don’t trust him for these reasons alone. I don’t know why he expects me to.

things i dont like abou tmy guy

The things I don’t like about my guy are that he is very unorganized, he never does what he says he is going to do, and he has a really bad flirting habit. I understand the natural guy need for living in a room that look like a disaster just hit it, but there has to be a line drawn somewhere. My guy is so unorganized he doesn’t know what he is doing from one minute to the next. He forgets everything he is supposed to do because he doesn’t keep track of anything he does. You can ask him to go to the movies at 5pm and at 4 pm he will take on another task that prevents him from going to the movies at 5 because he forgot about it. His room is a disaster. He doesn’t even sleep on his bed because its way too occupied by his wardrobe. When he washes clothes he just dumps them on his bed and never folds them. he picks and chooses what he wants to wear from the pile on his bed and he sleeps on the floor beside his bed in a sleeping bad. He is always late for work, and no I don’t mean a few minutes late or half an hour late, he is always 3 and 4 hours late to work. normal things that would get normal people fired on the first sign of trouble. He is very unresponsible and he doesn’t take responsibility for any of his actions. Another thing I don’t like is that he never does what he says he is going to do. he can say he will clean his room and the same sock will be sitting on his tv for months. He can say he will pick up something from the store for me one day and he end up forgetting every time he goes out somehow. He can say he will turn right and immediately turn left. I just don’t understand how I can trust him if everything that comes out of his mouth is a lie. He also has a bad flirting habit that I cant stand. Two months into us dating he was all over myspace asking females for their numbers and flirting with every female he came in contact with. He doesn’t know how to control himself. He as a big flirt in highschool because he felt the need to be the center of attention and it gave him a higher self esteem when he felt like people wanted him so be was a flirt. He has been out of school for three years and he still hasn’t gotten out of that habit. He needs to soon though because the more he flirts the less I want to be with him. His attention should be on me not trying to make other females like him.

what i love about my guy

My boyfriend has a lot of good qualities and I love the person he is growing to be. Three things I like about my guy are that he always tries to make people laugh, I can relate to him because is is really goofy like me, and he stands out from the rest. When he tries to make people laugh he always says some funny joke. If someone is feeling down or the mood is tense, or even if everyone is already in a good mood, he tries to make it better by a funny comment or observation. He laughs a lot and is a very happy person. Things rarely get him down. When it comes to us having things in common, we have the goofy quality. We are two individuals who like to have fun and who see life in a different aspect of what it really is. We try to keep things happy. Sometimes other people don’t understand the way we act because we have our own way of doing things but we make each other happy. Sometimes we get on each others nerves because one person will want to be goofy when the other wants to be serious and vice versa. But the good thing is that we have fun together and we try to keep each other smiling no matter what the situation was. The way my guy stands out is that he is different from everyone surrounding him. Usually when your environment is wrong, your family is wrong, and all you know is wrong, you end up being wrong also. But this isn’t the case with my guy. His environment is hood and ghetto. His family is loud and rambunctious. His friends don’t have a vocabulary other than bitch and baby mama, and his school was nothing more than a penitentiary full of rapists, mongrels, and robbers. But my guy turned out different somehow. I don’t know what happened to make him how he is but I like it. He isn’t the “I want to be gangster” type. He wears fitting clothes that look nice. He has bigger goals in life than just working at some local venue for life, and he knows how to talk. He doesn’t speak slang, or try to fit in with the rest, but just is himself. That’s what attracted me to him most. He was different.

friends

I have a lot of different types of friends from a lot of different places from all over the world. I love my friends because they make me feel like I belong somewhere in this ginormous world. I have friends that are big, some are small, some are skinny, some are tall, But there not just one word that can explain my best friend who has helped me in so many ways in my life. I have moved to so many different states and schools in my life ive met a lot of great people. I have hundreds of acquaintances all over the world. I can say that I honestly don’t have too many friends though. Real friends are really hard to come by. I believe that real friends are loyal, they always have your back, and they will tell you the truth no matter what. They try to make you feel good when you are down; they make sure you are always getting the best that you can get. That’s what my best friend is like. She always has my back. When I was in the deepest troubles she helped me out and she kept me stress free. Usually the acquaintances in your life will be cool with you but they won’t have your back. They will be the first ones to run when you are in trouble. They will stab u in the back when theirs is at stake. They will be no where to be found when you need somebody to lean on. They will agree with everybody when they are talking about you behind your back. These people are people that id rather not associate myself with. I do not wish to put myself in situations where I am going to be in trouble all the time and when I need somebody I won’t have anybody. I always want to keep real friends around me and that’s what life is about. Friends, family, and happiness.

Summer

this summer is finally comming up. I am a full time student right now and i also work full time. it has been getting harder day to day to work full time, go to school full time and still make good grades. i can say my GPA has gradually dropped since last semester because of my work schedule while provides me little time for productive study. i feel like i am always cramming so much work into the little time that i have to study. i dont normally struggle to pass a class but since ive been working so much its hard to stay on a good study schedule, and i have failed to keep up my grades. i am ready to let summer come because i am really getting burnt out from the work load. i was going to go to summer school so i can get a few more credits out the way but i really could use a break right now. im ging to get my mind together and refresh this summer and quit my job for next semester. i wont be able to work because i need to attain my good GPA. so that i can achieve the grades i really want i am going to quit my job and move back in with my parents so that i can put my focus mainly on school and later get into a good medical school. i am hoping to transfer to mercer university so that i can run track for them and get a fair chance in winning something. but for no wi know i want to hang this summer. have fun and travel. i want to visit my friends and family in california, texas, and spend some time in florida to hang out. i really want to just relax this summer so i can get the work load off my back and get ready for the strict study of my new school semester.